My Online Journal

Untold

I’m always amazed by the sunset in the seaside. For me, it is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen in my whole life.  If ever I am going to die, how I wish I could be the sunset in the dusk and the sunrise in the dawn, so my family will never miss me and they will always remember me.

Leukemia has already weakened my body. Upon hearing this news, I immediately resigned from work and made a bucket list. It contains the ten things I want to do before I die and I’m almost finished. But there is one more left to do. I want to see the sunset together with my first love. But there is one problem; he is already married to my best friend who despises me because of a mistake her husband and I made when we were in college.

They almost broke up because of me, but they patched things up left the country. Now they are leaving together with their two kids. But I’m still in love with her husband. I never told them that I was diagnosed with cancer. Maybe they will never recognize me because my body became bloated because of the chemicals they injected in me. And I’m always wearing plus size gowns which I never did when I was still sexy and petite.  All I want is just one moment to be with him, but I don’t know how.